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So my cousin who I grew up with..playing around the yard...week trips to Maine with...Died Saturday. He sister (my cousin) found him. He had been sick the previous days and when she came home he had no pulse.
He had problems with heroin in the past and I hope it isn't related to that..but we will know here I guess this week.
What hits me the most is he just had a baby girl with his GF 1.5 years ago. Typing this just brings tears to my eyes.
Losing my father almost 3 years ago...Grandfather 6 years ago...When my mom told me in tears...I just didn't know how to feel. I feel numb now when this happens and i don't know if that's normal or not but so many people close to me had died ( I am only 28) that it's.....idk how to describe it. It seems like It's a never ending cycle which in life it is...but...I am just sick and tired of losing family members...it's awful. He was only 30...
I hear my roommates today complain about the drinks they got while down the cape this weekend and I had to go for a drive...people worry about this little BS when what matters is right in front of you...and 90% of people don't realize this..until it hit them that close to home...
Idk i am just here to vent and type this out for others to read.
He had problems with heroin in the past and I hope it isn't related to that..but we will know here I guess this week.
What hits me the most is he just had a baby girl with his GF 1.5 years ago. Typing this just brings tears to my eyes.
Losing my father almost 3 years ago...Grandfather 6 years ago...When my mom told me in tears...I just didn't know how to feel. I feel numb now when this happens and i don't know if that's normal or not but so many people close to me had died ( I am only 28) that it's.....idk how to describe it. It seems like It's a never ending cycle which in life it is...but...I am just sick and tired of losing family members...it's awful. He was only 30...
I hear my roommates today complain about the drinks they got while down the cape this weekend and I had to go for a drive...people worry about this little BS when what matters is right in front of you...and 90% of people don't realize this..until it hit them that close to home...
Idk i am just here to vent and type this out for others to read.